well it's 11;04, make a wish

Or maybbeeee not.
haha.
I am so tired.
completely drained.
Today was a big day for me.
I got confirmed!!! :)
I had a lot of my family there supporting me!

My open house went very good too, but with every party there's a mess, and with every mess there's a person to clean it.

That person was me, well, and my mom.

but it was a great day.

and i am going to bed now.
nightttyyy

ha little laughter for the pessimists

So i have this book and i guess you could say it's been passed down? i don't know...sure. It's called Misery For Everybody by Suzanne Heller.
But anywho, It is pretty funny and i thought i would amuse you with it. It's packed full of funny childhood things that you can probably remember..

"Misery is when it's halloween and you are a ballerina and your mother makes you wear a coat and nobody can see your costume"

"Misery is when it's a real hot day and there's a hole in the plastic wading pool"

"Misery is when you spend your whole allowance on a genuine tournament yo-yo and the string breaks"

"Misery is when you have a new box of crayolas and you have to share it with your friend who presses too hard"

"Misery is when you are playing in the snow and you come in to go to the bathroom and can't get your snowsuit off"

"Misery is when you are the fattest kid in the class and it's time to go to the nurse's office to be measured and weighed"

"Misery is when it's the last half of the ninth inning and the bases are loaded and you strike out"
-p.s. that would suckk.

"Misery is when you're not hungry and you have to eat the crust on your bread because of the poor starving people all over the world"

"Misery is when you catch an adorable turtle and your mother doesn't think it's adorable"

"Misery is having soft bread and hard butter"

"Misery is when you have an ice cream cone and a balloon and a terrible itch all at the same time"

"Misery is when you've been promised a dog for Christmas and you get a canary named Fido"

"Misery is asking for a trim and getting a haircut"


haha.
I just think these are kind of funny.
I don't know
you might think these are stupid.
oh well.

:)

byee!

How to convert your feelings;;

Does anyone really know? Does one have the mental capacity to convert their feelings for the better? Who knows. I really envy those optimistic people out there, they truly have no idea how lucky they are. I really hate always having to look on the bad side of things, but it's what I do. Please please please people, don't think im this depressed ridden person here. I just have a different outlook on things. I was thinking, I wish that i could sort of 'change' like not physically or anything but i just wish that i could adapt and learn to look on the, as you say, 'brighter side of things.'
ahhhhh


I want to start noww.
I would make this longer but i have to sleep now
byebye

happiness;;find it.

You, of all people should not be doing this to me. It's like you have me under your control. The thing is I stray away from contact with you, but you bring me right back. I don't want that feeling anymore. I don't want to stand to look at you with your innocent eyes because i see through them. You act like i don't know. Just as I finally think It's over, it's like it has just begun, all over again. The second chances that we always take, are done. The mind games and the manipulation games are over with. I'm gone, I've been gone. It's Pathetic how you make me feel, it's like you want sympathy. You have no audience, I'm sorry. You've done what you wanted and you have hurt who you wanted. You cannot strip me of my pride and dignity and i will not change for you. That is the exact reason why we have ended up like this, "change." I never loved you, although i may have said i did. I am yet still a growing teenager. I don't know what love is. I may be falling apart, but don't worry because sweetie, it's not because of you. The way you look at me and the way you try to 'suck up' to me. I'm not buying it. You think you would learn by now. The way you talk to me, as if to think there is any chance of my response. Forget it. At one point i valued your words, but now i wish to never hear them again. Naive is what you are. To think for one second i would turn back to you and come running into your arms, false. At one point you brought me happiness, but who knew that happiness could be taken away just moments after it was given to you. You bring things up to intentionally hurt me but what you don't know, is that I'm stronger then you think. It's as if you do things to get a sort of reaction from me. The truth is i cannot bear to be in the same room with you because it makes me sick. You thought you could control my life, look how far that got you. I have nothing left to say to you because truthfully, it would take me hours just to tell you the general idea of what i think of you. No, we cannot be friends because there is no remaining shot of that. It's over. Let me move on, do not drag me into anything anymore. Please, for your sake darling, know that I don't care. Let that guide you. I am so relieved that the pain is gone. The way you blame everything on me, as a sort of way to have something over me. You don't. You brought this on yourself. Quit assuming and blaming. It won't get you far at all. The truth is, that you cannot move on, and you blame me for it. It's wrong.
You have not a thing on me.
It's as if i have wiped the slate clean but at the same time, removed you from any thought i ever had.

I have found happiness.
Please, find yours.
Anyone is deserving of happiness.
even you.

respect literature!

I really get annoyed when people talk about how reading is a waste of time and how they hate it.
I love it! It is like a way I can escape from everything else that is going on. When you find a good book, it has a way of pulling you in and making you flip through pages like you've never done before. Reading is so intriguing and exhilarating. I think that if you actually take time to find a good book and make an effort to try and read it, you will like it. Reading is very beneficial as well, it allows you to increase your knowledge and expand your vocabulary further more.

ughh.
I just love it.
the end(:

overwhelmed much?

So much homework, so little time. I honestly wish that we could go back to the block schedule. We do not have enough time to do anything in class with a 50 min time span. Basically the teacher instructs the whole time ( which is of course needed so we can learn) and then we are left with a very brief moment for an explanation of the homework and to get started on it. I just feel so overwhelmed. It gets hard to manage everything when you get homework in every class, almost every night. I am a perfectionist so the last thing I will allow to happen, is increasingly fall behind. This new schedule is not only hard on us, I bet it is in fact hard on the teachers as well.
Since we are limited on time in class, I feel like I am not getting the best education possible because the teachers are forced to run through things very quickly in hopes that we can get through it. I believe, in other words, that many kids feel rushed and confused, and that when they get home they have no idea what to do.
We are in desperate need of more time.


ohh.
and this was not meant to whine.

read.

Ok so now that i actually understand this whole blog thingggg..
i wish that i would have chosen a better blog title.

So i did...

and i think i will start using that blog now because i like it..
haha.

so if you like my blogs or whatever..
you should go take a look at my new blogspot!!

URL

www.moving4thesakeofmotion14.blogspot.com

thanks guys(:

Have we lost all communication?

A lot of people are fans of text messaging. I for one, like it, but can live without it. I feel that ever since text messaging was invented, our world and the people in it, are losing communication skills. Now days, instead of talking to someone in person, we resort to texting people. You will find that most of the people you text, you never even say a word to them in person. It is pretty sad. With texting, we are also losing our grammer skills and our ability to speak to one another. If you think about it, some of the things you say when you text, you would never say in real life. I am not saying that I don't text, because I do. But I don't depend on it.

I feel the need to say;;

why do people treat eachother so bad?! We all need to get along and appreciate one another. All i ever hear at school is gossip and it's horrific. I'm sick of people judging one another. I have a lot of pet peeves but i hate when people steriotype. They say hey, look at that girl's clothes, must be emo. ughH!! I hate it. I have a lot of friends and they are all different. I feel that people should be able to dress, talk, and act however they want. We should be expressing ourselves! I feel like people have no right to judge someone, ESPECIALLY, if they don't even know that person. It seems like our whole school is broken up into sections like goths, emos, preps, gangsters, nerds, etc. It makes me sick. I don't want to be any of them, I want to be ME. I think that everyone should value themselves and be who they want to be and not what others want them to be. People think that just because someone dresses differently and wears skinny jeans, that they cut there wrists and are emo. Alright, that is horrible. It is so wrong to judge someone like that. Half of the people that do this, don't even have a clue who the person is and have probably NEVER spoken to them in their whole life. We are in high school, we need to grow up.

--“Stereotypes are devices for saving a biased person the trouble of learning”