How to convert your feelings;;

Does anyone really know? Does one have the mental capacity to convert their feelings for the better? Who knows. I really envy those optimistic people out there, they truly have no idea how lucky they are. I really hate always having to look on the bad side of things, but it's what I do. Please please please people, don't think im this depressed ridden person here. I just have a different outlook on things. I was thinking, I wish that i could sort of 'change' like not physically or anything but i just wish that i could adapt and learn to look on the, as you say, 'brighter side of things.'
ahhhhh


I want to start noww.
I would make this longer but i have to sleep now
byebye