These past couple weeks have been horrific and for reasons i don't know if i am able to bluntly spill out. So many things are going on. Could i possibly take in anymore? That is something i am questioning as of now. I am having a massive brain overload and everything just seems to not want to go my way. I am not, by any means complaining, lets get that straight right away.
Stress.
That "factor" is killing me. It's like stress, stress, stress, over and over again. Once i wipe one off my slate, there is a whole army of little stress factors coming right my way. As my friends say, i need to relax and stop worrying so much. Which is true, don't get me wrong, but isn't it good to be stressed sometimes? Stress pushes you to do better, right? Is it when stress pushes you overboard that it's bad? I have no idea. All I know is that maybe i should start talking about my "feelings" more. That is something that i definetly need help with. I sit and deal with everything independently, which is also good, sometimes.
School.
^^ Is something i care deeply about. I love doing well in school. I basically won't allow myself to do bad. I work so hard, i basically jump to any chance of extra credit even when i have a perfect grade as is. It's good though, right? Or am i pushing myself too far? I constantly think about being successful. blah.
Maybe what I am trying to get at, is that maybe we should all take it easy on ourselves. If your doing the best you can, then that's all that matters.
By the way, I really hope you found some meaning to this blog. It is kind of all over the place. I don't even know if i understand it.
tah tah for now
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