Take a look at that weather.....:/

heyy fooools! **** How about that weather, huh? Dang, wouldn't it be so easy to just take this blog and write about how nice the weather is? I suppose I should use this time to write about something significant or something rather worth the while, but honestly, I'm blank.
As of now, I am trying to think of something to say that will mean something. I'm sick of complaining in my blogs.





but really..
this weather is crap!
And in all honesty, It's what I am going to write about! (:

I don't think that it can possibly get any colder out.
I feel like if i take one step outside, I will freeze over and die.
Ok, maybe that's a little over zealous, but hey what can you do.


I love winter..
It's my favorite.
All that ice on the roads makes me so happy and that awesome snow falling down every five seconds. Even the occasional sleet and freezing rain just tops my day off..

ok..
I'm complaining now (:

so I will leave it at that (:

building up hopes

I can't keep doing this to myself, I build up my hopes for something and then in the end, it doesn't work out. I say to myself, hey maybe this time it will be different. It never is. I strive to be able to depend on someone and to trust someone. He keeps telling me that he won't be away forever and that he will come back for me and be with me. I want so desperately to believe him. The truth is, I don't want to wait. Have you ever loved someone so much that it physically causes you pain? And yet I go through this each and everyday. It hurts knowing that things might not work out the way that I would like them to. I am willing to wait and I know he is too, it's just hard. it just seems like every person I get attached to, just leaves me in the end. In all cases it's unintentional of course, but I would just like someone to simply stay for once. I love him. I know I do. People say that you can't fall in love at this age, but honestly, I don't care. It's a feeling you can't even begin to fully describe. He lives so far from me, but yet I feel so close to him at the same time. I trust that he will come back, that's what he tells me. It just all goes back to me getting my hopes up. He tells me it's for real this time. But wasn't it for real the last few times? I don't know. But i do know that I love him and he loves me. So that's worth something and worth fighting for, right? That's something that I will forever trust in. I guess I am going around in circles with this whole thing, so i might just stop now, while I'm ahead....

Hi frustration!

I really hate when you are trying really hard to learn something and you just can't do it. I have a Gale Nelson Quiz on Tuesday. so obviously I am going to study like no other. I just hate when you read the book, look at all the examples, do a bunch of problems, and you still can't figure something out. I honestly have no idea what i am doing wrong but I am getting so frustrated! ughhhhh.
I wish we would get taught more in Adv. Geometry.

Oh well//.

How bad can teaching yourself be??

:/

This was nice.

Last week, my two friends and I were locked in the practice room in the music suite for approx. 2 hours.
Right after school, Mel, Kaila, and I walked into the room to play the piano and without knowing the door lock was broken, a fellow friend of mine, Andrew Schewe, closed/slammed the door.
At first I thought that we could be able to get the door open without a problem but then it became very difficult to get out. Absolutely no one could open the door. It was insane. That's when I started panicking.
So after the first half hour, a friend of mine outside the door went to go find a janitor, again, I figured that the janitor would be able to get us out without a problem. When the janitors arrived, they worked hard on the door. They too could not get the door unlocked. I was thinking to myself, oh great I get to sit in this room all day.
We went through a series of strategic plans in order to get us out. The janitor slid a card under the door in hope that i could unlock the door with it. When that wouldn't work I heard one of the janitors say that the door was not locked, it was jammed. That is always great news to hear in time of crisis. When nothing else would work, the janitor took out the glass piece on the door to give us tools to take out the handle and the hinges on the door. A hammer and a screwdriver was given to me and i had to take all the screws and hinges out of the door. Kaila took off the whole handle on the door in hopes It would actually do something. The janitors tried really hard to shake the door open but it wouldn't bugde. So in the end they actually took a saw-sall and sawed around the lock and kicked the door down. I wish that me and Mel would have gotten a proper notification that the door was going to be kicked down because we almost got pumbled with it.
When we finally escaped the room everyone was clapping and laughing. We had been trapped in there for 2 hours. While in there we did nothing at all. We were confined in a small room that only holds a piano. I sat there and did my homework. Not to mention we all had to pee.
blahh//
and it also makes me really happy that we got major publicity! NOT!
When I got to school i was interviewed and it was on tiger vision
so thanks guys
(:

well that's it for nowwwwww

buhhbyyeee loves

who knew?

Who knew that one single thing you do could effect the entire outcome of your life?
Over these last few weeks I have had several eye openers to the "real world." These happenings have got me to really realize that even the smallest things we do effect everything. The choices that we make every day of our lives will redirect our path just that much further. There have been few teen pregnancies in our school and there are kids who rely on drugs and alcohol to take them to new heights. Sometimes I don't think people realize the choices they make because they are too consumed with the thought that "Oh, that won't happen to me." Just think, If we all stopped and thought about things a little bit longer, things could be much different.

dwelling on the future

For awhile now I have been thinking and dwelling on my future. I find myself asking what I want to be when I Graduate and what my career path will be. I realize that whatever I do, I want to be happy with it and enjoy it. After a lot of thinking I realized that I wanted to be a psychiatrist. I think that it would be a very intersesting profession because it would allow me to talk with people and understand what they are going through. I would be able to prescribe them medicine to better their lives. I feel that this occupation would be very interesting because I have always thought and asked what is going through people's minds during the time that they commit to something horrible. I really take passion in helping others and I believe I have to power to make a difference in someone's life.

well it's 11;04, make a wish

Or maybbeeee not.
haha.
I am so tired.
completely drained.
Today was a big day for me.
I got confirmed!!! :)
I had a lot of my family there supporting me!

My open house went very good too, but with every party there's a mess, and with every mess there's a person to clean it.

That person was me, well, and my mom.

but it was a great day.

and i am going to bed now.
nightttyyy

ha little laughter for the pessimists

So i have this book and i guess you could say it's been passed down? i don't know...sure. It's called Misery For Everybody by Suzanne Heller.
But anywho, It is pretty funny and i thought i would amuse you with it. It's packed full of funny childhood things that you can probably remember..

"Misery is when it's halloween and you are a ballerina and your mother makes you wear a coat and nobody can see your costume"

"Misery is when it's a real hot day and there's a hole in the plastic wading pool"

"Misery is when you spend your whole allowance on a genuine tournament yo-yo and the string breaks"

"Misery is when you have a new box of crayolas and you have to share it with your friend who presses too hard"

"Misery is when you are playing in the snow and you come in to go to the bathroom and can't get your snowsuit off"

"Misery is when you are the fattest kid in the class and it's time to go to the nurse's office to be measured and weighed"

"Misery is when it's the last half of the ninth inning and the bases are loaded and you strike out"
-p.s. that would suckk.

"Misery is when you're not hungry and you have to eat the crust on your bread because of the poor starving people all over the world"

"Misery is when you catch an adorable turtle and your mother doesn't think it's adorable"

"Misery is having soft bread and hard butter"

"Misery is when you have an ice cream cone and a balloon and a terrible itch all at the same time"

"Misery is when you've been promised a dog for Christmas and you get a canary named Fido"

"Misery is asking for a trim and getting a haircut"


haha.
I just think these are kind of funny.
I don't know
you might think these are stupid.
oh well.

:)

byee!

How to convert your feelings;;

Does anyone really know? Does one have the mental capacity to convert their feelings for the better? Who knows. I really envy those optimistic people out there, they truly have no idea how lucky they are. I really hate always having to look on the bad side of things, but it's what I do. Please please please people, don't think im this depressed ridden person here. I just have a different outlook on things. I was thinking, I wish that i could sort of 'change' like not physically or anything but i just wish that i could adapt and learn to look on the, as you say, 'brighter side of things.'
ahhhhh


I want to start noww.
I would make this longer but i have to sleep now
byebye

happiness;;find it.

You, of all people should not be doing this to me. It's like you have me under your control. The thing is I stray away from contact with you, but you bring me right back. I don't want that feeling anymore. I don't want to stand to look at you with your innocent eyes because i see through them. You act like i don't know. Just as I finally think It's over, it's like it has just begun, all over again. The second chances that we always take, are done. The mind games and the manipulation games are over with. I'm gone, I've been gone. It's Pathetic how you make me feel, it's like you want sympathy. You have no audience, I'm sorry. You've done what you wanted and you have hurt who you wanted. You cannot strip me of my pride and dignity and i will not change for you. That is the exact reason why we have ended up like this, "change." I never loved you, although i may have said i did. I am yet still a growing teenager. I don't know what love is. I may be falling apart, but don't worry because sweetie, it's not because of you. The way you look at me and the way you try to 'suck up' to me. I'm not buying it. You think you would learn by now. The way you talk to me, as if to think there is any chance of my response. Forget it. At one point i valued your words, but now i wish to never hear them again. Naive is what you are. To think for one second i would turn back to you and come running into your arms, false. At one point you brought me happiness, but who knew that happiness could be taken away just moments after it was given to you. You bring things up to intentionally hurt me but what you don't know, is that I'm stronger then you think. It's as if you do things to get a sort of reaction from me. The truth is i cannot bear to be in the same room with you because it makes me sick. You thought you could control my life, look how far that got you. I have nothing left to say to you because truthfully, it would take me hours just to tell you the general idea of what i think of you. No, we cannot be friends because there is no remaining shot of that. It's over. Let me move on, do not drag me into anything anymore. Please, for your sake darling, know that I don't care. Let that guide you. I am so relieved that the pain is gone. The way you blame everything on me, as a sort of way to have something over me. You don't. You brought this on yourself. Quit assuming and blaming. It won't get you far at all. The truth is, that you cannot move on, and you blame me for it. It's wrong.
You have not a thing on me.
It's as if i have wiped the slate clean but at the same time, removed you from any thought i ever had.

I have found happiness.
Please, find yours.
Anyone is deserving of happiness.
even you.

respect literature!

I really get annoyed when people talk about how reading is a waste of time and how they hate it.
I love it! It is like a way I can escape from everything else that is going on. When you find a good book, it has a way of pulling you in and making you flip through pages like you've never done before. Reading is so intriguing and exhilarating. I think that if you actually take time to find a good book and make an effort to try and read it, you will like it. Reading is very beneficial as well, it allows you to increase your knowledge and expand your vocabulary further more.

ughh.
I just love it.
the end(:

overwhelmed much?

So much homework, so little time. I honestly wish that we could go back to the block schedule. We do not have enough time to do anything in class with a 50 min time span. Basically the teacher instructs the whole time ( which is of course needed so we can learn) and then we are left with a very brief moment for an explanation of the homework and to get started on it. I just feel so overwhelmed. It gets hard to manage everything when you get homework in every class, almost every night. I am a perfectionist so the last thing I will allow to happen, is increasingly fall behind. This new schedule is not only hard on us, I bet it is in fact hard on the teachers as well.
Since we are limited on time in class, I feel like I am not getting the best education possible because the teachers are forced to run through things very quickly in hopes that we can get through it. I believe, in other words, that many kids feel rushed and confused, and that when they get home they have no idea what to do.
We are in desperate need of more time.


ohh.
and this was not meant to whine.

read.

Ok so now that i actually understand this whole blog thingggg..
i wish that i would have chosen a better blog title.

So i did...

and i think i will start using that blog now because i like it..
haha.

so if you like my blogs or whatever..
you should go take a look at my new blogspot!!

URL

www.moving4thesakeofmotion14.blogspot.com

thanks guys(:

Have we lost all communication?

A lot of people are fans of text messaging. I for one, like it, but can live without it. I feel that ever since text messaging was invented, our world and the people in it, are losing communication skills. Now days, instead of talking to someone in person, we resort to texting people. You will find that most of the people you text, you never even say a word to them in person. It is pretty sad. With texting, we are also losing our grammer skills and our ability to speak to one another. If you think about it, some of the things you say when you text, you would never say in real life. I am not saying that I don't text, because I do. But I don't depend on it.

I feel the need to say;;

why do people treat eachother so bad?! We all need to get along and appreciate one another. All i ever hear at school is gossip and it's horrific. I'm sick of people judging one another. I have a lot of pet peeves but i hate when people steriotype. They say hey, look at that girl's clothes, must be emo. ughH!! I hate it. I have a lot of friends and they are all different. I feel that people should be able to dress, talk, and act however they want. We should be expressing ourselves! I feel like people have no right to judge someone, ESPECIALLY, if they don't even know that person. It seems like our whole school is broken up into sections like goths, emos, preps, gangsters, nerds, etc. It makes me sick. I don't want to be any of them, I want to be ME. I think that everyone should value themselves and be who they want to be and not what others want them to be. People think that just because someone dresses differently and wears skinny jeans, that they cut there wrists and are emo. Alright, that is horrible. It is so wrong to judge someone like that. Half of the people that do this, don't even have a clue who the person is and have probably NEVER spoken to them in their whole life. We are in high school, we need to grow up.

--“Stereotypes are devices for saving a biased person the trouble of learning”

heyhey, you you!!

Winter is coming soon. blahhh:(
I had to rake this weekend.
Honestly if i hate anything, it's raking.
I would rather run 2957238957 miles then rake once.
It is so aggravating and annoying.
It's like, I should just wait until every leaf falls off to rake, but then i sapose it would be super hard because there would be like a million leaves like knee high!

haha.

ya so i really don't like raking..

anyways, hope everyone had a good weekend and refrained from raking.

:)

giving meaning.

Ever wonder why things happen in life? Our world is such a good yet bad place. We have people who are racist, people who terrorize, and people who judge one another. Everyone is so fixated on the fact that no one can change. If you seriously and meaningfully look deeper into things, you will find that there is a lot of good people in this world. In high school everyone picks their group of friends and tend to look down on everyone else. Not everyone is the same, and that's the beauty of being human, we are all unique and different. I don't understand why people have certain requirements and such and such for their friends. If someone doesn't dress like you or have nice things, who cares. They are still a person. I feel like everyone should give one another a chance. There are serious problems going on in our world right now and we all need to stick together. We need to admire those who give their everything to try and fix things. The people who dedicate their time to help others, the people who go to war for our country, and the people that fought for our peace. Don't we want that to mean something years from now? I hope that some day things will get better and it won't happen unless we all try. We need to stop underestimating the power we have, to make a difference. Stand up for eachother and do something about it.

--“The world is not dangerous because of those who do harm but because of those who look at it without doing anything”

-albert einstein.

i feel so bad.

i feel so bad for all these people that are losing their homes again because of the hurricanes.
It is so sad.

I mean where are they going to go?

My cousins and aunt and uncle are here staying at my grandma's house for a while because they had to evacuate there town in Texas.
They brought with them some of my uncles co workers because they had no where to go.
And we just found out that they lost their home and everything they had.
It is so horrible, I can't even imagine.

Everyone should be really thankful for the american red cross and everyone trying their best to help another.

i hate this.

I really hate when people think that they are better then everyone else.
I just wish people would realize the pain they cause others and the annoyance they bring upon people.

We are all created equal, therefore no one should have to right to try and be highest.

I really hate it.

This is not my way of venting, because i am not, i'm simply just listing my pet peeves.

I mean, if you think so highly of yourself all your going to end up with is materialistic friends who aren't true to you and you will probably go no where in life.

Life is good people, remember that, so spend your life being happy and doing good things.
Don't waste it away on being rude and selfish.

And also,
be true to your real friends, find them, and hold on to them.
I simply cannot stand the people that take their friends for granted and treat them badly.
After all, they are the ones who are going to be there for you in the long run, not the folks you are trying to impress to be 'cool'.
Cool and popular and overrated.
It makes me sick when people will do absolutely anything to fit in.
BE YOURSELF.
People will like you much more.
Don't be fake.
It's not worth it

losing someone you love.

It's the hardest thing to ever have to go through.

This weekend I lost my childhood dog.
It is so hard to get through this.
I just can't stop thinking about it.
She was a miniature Yorkii named Lilly.
She was a truly perfect dog and had so many unique characteristics.

She was very old though, she was almost 13.

i was really attached to her.
It hurts a lot that she's not here anymore because i love her with all my heart.

But i have to understand that it was her time to go that there was nothing I could do.

I will always cherish my times with her because she was so important to me.

My obsession with twilight.

If you have not yet read the twilight series by Stephanie Meyer, you must.
She is a brilliant writer and when you read her books, you seriously never want to put the book down.

If you have read the books. then I'm pretty positive your hooked too, am I right? :)

When i first started reading these books i didn't know that i would get so attached to them.
It got to the point where i would stay up to extreme hours to try and finish just a few more chapters!

My mom also is very hooked on these books.
haha.
We went and bought all the books hard cover within a span of like 4 days.
We went through them so fast, and there not exactly short books.

Sometimes i think of my obsession as kind of pathetic because I would find myself going on youtube all the time to look up the movie trailers and everything( Twilight is going to be a movie!!)
I am so pumped!

So until then, i will just read the books over and over again.
:)


If your asking yourself right now, What is this twilight book?

It is a very cute romance story with an action and thriller twist.
it is about a plain jane girl that moves to a town for a few months with her dad and while being there she meets a boy that she falls in love with. His name is Edward Cullen, and he is a vampire.

Ya it sounds crazy, but it's awesome and it's not corny at all.

So read it(: