Take a look at that weather.....:/

heyy fooools! **** How about that weather, huh? Dang, wouldn't it be so easy to just take this blog and write about how nice the weather is? I suppose I should use this time to write about something significant or something rather worth the while, but honestly, I'm blank.
As of now, I am trying to think of something to say that will mean something. I'm sick of complaining in my blogs.





but really..
this weather is crap!
And in all honesty, It's what I am going to write about! (:

I don't think that it can possibly get any colder out.
I feel like if i take one step outside, I will freeze over and die.
Ok, maybe that's a little over zealous, but hey what can you do.


I love winter..
It's my favorite.
All that ice on the roads makes me so happy and that awesome snow falling down every five seconds. Even the occasional sleet and freezing rain just tops my day off..

ok..
I'm complaining now (:

so I will leave it at that (:

building up hopes

I can't keep doing this to myself, I build up my hopes for something and then in the end, it doesn't work out. I say to myself, hey maybe this time it will be different. It never is. I strive to be able to depend on someone and to trust someone. He keeps telling me that he won't be away forever and that he will come back for me and be with me. I want so desperately to believe him. The truth is, I don't want to wait. Have you ever loved someone so much that it physically causes you pain? And yet I go through this each and everyday. It hurts knowing that things might not work out the way that I would like them to. I am willing to wait and I know he is too, it's just hard. it just seems like every person I get attached to, just leaves me in the end. In all cases it's unintentional of course, but I would just like someone to simply stay for once. I love him. I know I do. People say that you can't fall in love at this age, but honestly, I don't care. It's a feeling you can't even begin to fully describe. He lives so far from me, but yet I feel so close to him at the same time. I trust that he will come back, that's what he tells me. It just all goes back to me getting my hopes up. He tells me it's for real this time. But wasn't it for real the last few times? I don't know. But i do know that I love him and he loves me. So that's worth something and worth fighting for, right? That's something that I will forever trust in. I guess I am going around in circles with this whole thing, so i might just stop now, while I'm ahead....

Hi frustration!

I really hate when you are trying really hard to learn something and you just can't do it. I have a Gale Nelson Quiz on Tuesday. so obviously I am going to study like no other. I just hate when you read the book, look at all the examples, do a bunch of problems, and you still can't figure something out. I honestly have no idea what i am doing wrong but I am getting so frustrated! ughhhhh.
I wish we would get taught more in Adv. Geometry.

Oh well//.

How bad can teaching yourself be??

:/

This was nice.

Last week, my two friends and I were locked in the practice room in the music suite for approx. 2 hours.
Right after school, Mel, Kaila, and I walked into the room to play the piano and without knowing the door lock was broken, a fellow friend of mine, Andrew Schewe, closed/slammed the door.
At first I thought that we could be able to get the door open without a problem but then it became very difficult to get out. Absolutely no one could open the door. It was insane. That's when I started panicking.
So after the first half hour, a friend of mine outside the door went to go find a janitor, again, I figured that the janitor would be able to get us out without a problem. When the janitors arrived, they worked hard on the door. They too could not get the door unlocked. I was thinking to myself, oh great I get to sit in this room all day.
We went through a series of strategic plans in order to get us out. The janitor slid a card under the door in hope that i could unlock the door with it. When that wouldn't work I heard one of the janitors say that the door was not locked, it was jammed. That is always great news to hear in time of crisis. When nothing else would work, the janitor took out the glass piece on the door to give us tools to take out the handle and the hinges on the door. A hammer and a screwdriver was given to me and i had to take all the screws and hinges out of the door. Kaila took off the whole handle on the door in hopes It would actually do something. The janitors tried really hard to shake the door open but it wouldn't bugde. So in the end they actually took a saw-sall and sawed around the lock and kicked the door down. I wish that me and Mel would have gotten a proper notification that the door was going to be kicked down because we almost got pumbled with it.
When we finally escaped the room everyone was clapping and laughing. We had been trapped in there for 2 hours. While in there we did nothing at all. We were confined in a small room that only holds a piano. I sat there and did my homework. Not to mention we all had to pee.
blahh//
and it also makes me really happy that we got major publicity! NOT!
When I got to school i was interviewed and it was on tiger vision
so thanks guys
(:

well that's it for nowwwwww

buhhbyyeee loves